Punching Walls (Single)

The name of this song is what fighting against the negativity that's happening in this world feels like. It's like no matter how bad I want change, no matter how bad I want the life I've been longing for, it's impossible to take down ignorance, egoism, pride, and narcissism because of how powerful they are. I mean, look at Michael Jackson, look at Public Enemy, look at all of the public figures who tried making the world a better place. They tried, and guess what? It's been decades, and the world still hasn't changed. Humanity is still ignorant as always. It looks like I'm gonna have to change my own world instead of the world because my knuckles are bleeding from fighting against negativity (the wall), and I'm getting my blood all over it. It's also because the fewer people fighting against it, the easier it is for everything to stay the same, same with people constantly saying, "That's just how life works", "That's just how the world works, you're just gonna have to deal with it". And I'm tired of hearing people saying **** like that because nothing is gonna change if people are gonna keep saying all of this. Oh, and clapping black at haters or literally anyone coming off at me feels like punching walls, too, because I tried snapping back at a hater and putting him in his place on YouTube all because he wanna get on me for making my song, "Holidays Aren't Fun Anymore", and it didn't work, but sitting and not doing **** won't work, either. Like, no matter what I do, people are always gonna come at me with some bull****. I snap back, they keep going on and on. I don't snap back, I keep my mouth shut and not say anything, they're still gonna keep going on and on because they know that I'm not gonna do ****. I even tried questioning and criticizing how the world works in the comment section using MSN, and most of the time, I get a bunch of people giving me **** for speaking the truth, and my comments keep getting deleted by the community guidelines all because of how brutal and blunt I sound. I'm just gonna have to not get involved in anything, even if there's something that I believe in and want to stand for, it's just not worth it because ignorance, egoism, narcissism, and pride keep winning and winning constantly.